Thinker Paper

Cahaya matahari menembus jendela kamar Lucy. Mata nya terbuka dengan perlahan. Ia tidak menyadari apa yang baru saja terjadi semalam. Kini dia memandang sekitar nya dan ia tahu ia sedang berada di dalam kamarnya. Rasa menggigil tadi malam masih sangat menikam dirinya. Ia tidak tahu bagaimana ia bisa berada di dalam kamar nya. Lucy memegang kening nya dan terasa panas disentuhnya, ia demam. Tak lama kemudian seseorang mengetuk pintu, kakak Lucy masuk kedalam kamar membawakan semangkuk bubur dan air putih hangat.                  “Kau sudah bangun?” Tanya kakak nya merasa cemas.                 “Bagaimana aku bisa disini? Bukan kah semalam aku masih di halte?”                 “Jangan banyak berpikir dulu, sebaiknya kau makan. Kenapa kau tidak men...

I think more and more, the more we grow up, the harder we live the life we ​​ face. Trying to mold us into someone other than ourselves. I'm a typical ambitious person, who wants to work with maximum results, and I'm a hard worker. But behind it all, I am a very easy person to feelin d own.  Mentally I'm not as strong as I think. When I face a failure, or the scorn of the people, I am very very thoughtful and depressed, until I am not a concentration, even sleep i can’t . I'm typical of people who always blame myself when there is a problem. So, if anyone thinks I have to introspect myself, I do it threefold deeper. Because I have a mindset not to blame others.    I 'm a person who is afraid of distracting others, or being hated by others. I'm really scared. I always try to be the best by working hard, trying to give the best for the people, but in reality, some of them are the opposite. I failed to give my best. I let the people down. And m...